CD 28

Well No AF today. Still doesn't mean much.

I did wake up to pains in my left boob. And they seemed to plague me in both most of the day. I've had them before though when I drank too much caffeine, however I haven't had any?? Oh well if no AF today then I will test tomorrow.

CD 27

So AF is due tomorrow...no signs of her yet but that doesn't mean a damn thing. Last month I had my hopes all up because I had NO signs of her at all and then WHAM out of nowhere she hit me and HARD! So I'm not even going to test tomorrow.

I will say that my boobs are still inflated, they also are getting slight twinges of pain on occasion, but thats nothing super new. No back troubles this morning, well real minor ones. No heartburn, bloated constipation feeling still around.

Been kind of emotional some today.

CD 26

My back did NOT hurt this morning. Instead I had a pain in my right side in the front but nothing major.

Also I think my boobs are officially fluffy or full of air as I like to call it ;) My doc laughed last time I called them fluffy, hehehehe.

Still constipated some...no heartburn though!

CD 25

Nothing grand to report other than the constipation is back and the diarrhea has gone. Back problems still there. I think my boobies are beginning to get "fluffy" but not 100% sure about that one.

CD 24

Still having the diarrhea issues. It seems to happen the more I eat, I haven't eaten in many hours and it's all gone away :\ grumble.

Lower back pain is still around in the mornings.

I took a test this morning since you can 5 days prior. It was cheap big lots one, it was negative. I'm not hopeful.

CD 23

So today I was blessed with uncontrollable diarrhea :\ Well you know the kind that every time you pee you poo too :( Grumble. No real tummy aches or anything like that just lots of poo. I felt like there was something else I wanted to report but I can't think of it now. This is why I should write it all out in ink first. I think of alot of things while at work.

Which I made it through another day with my 4 monther. He's such a damn cutie pie it's hard to hate him and his mom is sweet too. I do hold him wishing I was looking down at Kaitlin though. He's got the most perfect little face like she did...makes me feel like sometimes she's looking back at me.

No heart burn tonight :) yay!

CD 22

Getting that "burning" sensation in my uterus or lower half today...well this morning. I only really got the burning in the morning so nothing more to report.

CD 21

So I got a really sharp pain in my boob yesterday, which that hasn't happened in forever. I don't know what that was about. It happened while I was holding a little one which wasn't funny.

I also went for bloodwork. Which like always I get super lightheaded and woozy. The nurse however this time explained it to me. It's not that i'm loosing blood it's because of a nervous reaction. She suggested they put me in the comfy chair next time which will probably help. Since when I was lying in the hospital bed I never had an issue with them taking blood and they took ALOT of it, lol.

Oh and I are dinner and I didn't get the sick feeling :) Yay!

CD 20

So for the last three days after I eat supper I get terrible heart burn type pain. Last night I even threw up a little from it :\ Not fun.

The pain in my back comes and goes, it doesn't seem as strong as it used to be.

Other than that nothing to report.

CD 19

Another good night of sleep :) yay! I still get the pain in my back but it doesn't seem as bad and yes I'm still constipated. I think I can blame that on no coffee though. I'm so used to it clearing my system out I don't know if my system knows how to function with out it! Lol.

In other news I am passed ovulation since my strips have gotten lighter again. So I've stopped testing. Which means AF is due to arrive around the 18th. I bought some cheap preggers tests yesterday just so I can test without having to feel guilty about the cost.

I also go for blood work this week and then see my doc on the 25th for all the results. Lets hope for something fixable! I'd rather there be something wrong that we can fix than this is just going to take FOREVER!

CD 18

I can sleep longer through out the night, which is good. I actually feel like I'm getting sleep. Don't know why I couldn't before.

In other news I've had a constipation problem for the last week and gas. Which I've also noticed I feel more pain in my front sides than even when I really have to go. I swear I feel it in my uterus more than any where else.

CD 17

This morning I found that I slept okay up until I rolled onto my right side, then the pain started in my lower back :\ grumble! I will say though last night was the first night in a week that I slept REALLY well. Jason even said he tried getting me to move my leg off his side at one point and I wouldn't budge, lol.

CD 16

So this morning I got another strip that seemed to be a positive :\ I don't think this is right but I guess I'll let the doc decide that one.

Also around 10:30ish am I got a sharp pain in my left side which lasted for a minute or so. Nothing since however. Nothing weird brought it on either, i was sitting bouncy a baby in a bouncy seat, so I wasn't lifting or anything like that. Again I guess we will see.

CD 15

Nothing much to report today other than the fact that I got another two positive strips today (once in the morning and another in the evening) which doesn't tell me much either :\ Since I don't think your supposed to get them for that long....

CD 14

I got what looks to be my LH surge today. So we did BD this evening. However if the ultrasound tech is right and my follicle seemed a little too small to O this early, then perhaps thats the root of my problem? I guess my doc will have answers for those questions later.

CD 13

Same pains in my back when I woke :\

CD 12

I've been having troubles sleeping on my right side for over a month now. I noticed that after my period it didn't seem to bother me that much, until last night. I woke up every time I was on my right side for too long so I spent most of the night on my left. I also woke up with a really sore lower back which got better once I laid on my back instead of on either side. Now it could be from all the carpet shampooing I did yesterday but my arms don't hurt nor does my upper back or neck. Now that I've been up for a little while the pain is gone.

CD 11

So no line on the OPK today.

I am getting a few pains like cramps after exercising tonight. But my major concern is the sharp pain I got when I pooped earlier. I also get it sometimes when I pee. :\ We'll see what all these tests show I guess.

CD 10

I think my angel talked to me this morning ;) I'm on CD 10 so I don't think I'm close to Oing yet (but my cycles have been known to be screwy) so DH and had a little fun and I decided what could it hurt? So I laid low to let it all "soak" in, any ttcer knows all about that. Laying there I was listening to the radio and thought alright if Just a Dream comes on I'll take it as a sign that this isn't wasting my time and wait the extra 10 minutes, but if any other song comes on I will get up. Well needless to day Just a Dream played. I still think it might be too early but I think it was Kaitlin's way of telling me not to give up like I feel like doing at the end of every cycle.

Hours after our morning adventures, sitting at the computer (as I work later today) I felt a pain in my left side. Which then went away after about 5 minutes. No cramps or anything. Could it ovulation pain? We'll see I guess, I still think it's took early but these are the random pains I worry about. Not to mention I did a OPK last night and barely could even see that there was a second line so I'm guessing the hormone just isn't there.

I go the ultrasound tonight so more might be added later to this post. Even though I'm SURE they won't say anything really about it.

So me being curious as usual led me to this finding:

What are the symptoms of ovarian cysts?

Many ovarian cysts don't cause symptoms. Others can cause:

• --> pressure, swelling, or pain in the abdomen
• --> pelvic pain
• --> dull ache in the lower back and thighs
• --> problems passing urine completely
• --> pain during sex
• weight gain
• --> pain during your period (doesn't everybody?)
  
• abnormal bleeding
• nausea or vomiting
• breast tenderness

However like always if any ole person were to look at the symptoms they probably would find the same amount of them a I did...

Okay so I went through and made a chart of my charts. I wanted something simple that listed start day, cycle length, O dates and luteal phases. According to my chart my cycles seem to be getting longer?? It seems they are increasing in length. Also I used to O on day 14, which I discovered through charting and i know it how it worked before I got pregnant, but now it's getting later and later in my cycle. Also I think my luteal phase might also be getting potentially messed up too some...my last cycle it took an extra two days comparing my other dates and times to that month. I'm not a doctor so I don't know what all this means but it doesn't seem right. I also had a few "blank" months that I only know my start and stop day since I took the month off for various reasons, but the months I do know they still seem messed up.

Went for my ultrasound tonight. She found only one follicle forming on my left side, WHICH is the side I had pain in earlier today. She thinks it should be a little bigger than what it's measuring but then if my cycles are getting longer than it might not be. I didn't see what the inet said cysts would look like but maybe i'm just too early on? I really hope this isn't all for naught, I do hope these ultrasounds tell my doc SOMETHING and that something is NOT come back again next month, grumble. Until I meet with my doc I won't know more. On to another CD tomorrow.

CD 9

So today was day two with the 4 month old. He's a cranky boy. Which most of it is just learning how to respond to him and knowing what he wants when he cries. Which I'm getting slowly. So it was rough day. Not to mention we had a Halloween parade where I needed to get 3 infants dressed and ready to go. Then get them undressed and fed before one was picked up for the doctors. It was crazy busy, no time to rest and now I'm sore, very sore.